I really have not wanted to do this but I feel like I have no recourse. It’s humiliating and embarrassing but I literally have been trying for like almost 6 months at this point with little to nothing to show for it. I was holding two jobs, one cut my hours down to like 10 a week and the other closed down in October. Since July I’ve been looking for other work and out of the two jobs I’ve found that have actually brought me in to interview — in this span of time — one ghosted me and the other was trying to do some shady shit that I wasn’t really down for, like withholding pay etc. On top of this I’ve totaled my car and haven’t been able to get a replacement. Anyways I know literally everyone is struggling. I am and have been trying to find anything for the past several months and I feel like until something comes through I need some help. If you can spare anything
I can also do natal chart readings they aren’t super professional as I’m not like a pro astrologer or anything but I’ve always had an interest in astrology and have my own interpretations, so if you want me to do that message me on the messenger (not inbox) and we can figure something out
Also can do dream interpretations, this is a little more in depth — message me on the messenger
Also have a Depop and will be updating it more today and the rest of this week:
@swdyw0
Venmo- @Naila-S-A
PayPal - nailasahmd@gmail
I really truly resent having to do this and I feel really embarrassed and guilty, no one wants to ask for money, it’s a really humiliating experience. Struggling to survive under capitalist empire because your worth is defined by your productive output is the horrific reality we have to contend with when we fall on hard times and it is hard to not get stuck in a self loathing depressive spiral. And when everything you try is met with some kind of failure it becomes absolutely exhausting.
special shout out to my hs bullies who dress exactly like me now
social media made politics worse… i swear people will read one feminist text or a sociological text (actually they might read summaries of them) and just overuse the terms to mean just anything they want. good example is just constantly referring to the male gaze in film or photography analysis. using the language of abuse for failed incompatible friendships. using the term of emotional labour term to mean being nice to people around u. thinking social capital refers to just having tons of friends. it removes the onus from the power individuals hold, it actually strays away from any fundamental political changes. i mean reading takes time, analysis is always meant to be nuanced and actually kind of hard… and political activism is far more than having a twitter account.
““Sickness” as we speak of it today is a capitalist construct, as is its perceived binary opposite, “wellness.” The “well” person is the person well enough to go to work. The “sick” person is the one who can’t. What is so destructive about conceiving of wellness as the default, as the standard mode of existence, is that it invents illness as temporary. When being sick is an abhorrence to the norm, it allows us to conceive of care and support in the same way. Care, in this configuration, is only required sometimes. When sickness is temporary, care is not normal.”— Johanna Hedva, Sick Woman Theory (via heavyweightheart)
sweden deporting an openly gay football player to uganda after years of persecution from ugandan press and authorities and who will absolutely be murdered on the spot just like his ex… bc his story was “too vague and not believable”
there’s a price on his head. he’s openly gay. his boyfriend comes to all his matches and practices. his ex boyfriend is DEAD bc they got outed.
fuck migrationsverket. support Partick Mulyanti.
tw: homophobia, suicide
please take a moment to sign the petition letting Patrick Mulyanti stay or keep him in your thoughts. He’s considering taking his own life if he gets sent back to Uganda.
https://www.skrivunder.com/utvisa_inte_oppet_homosexuella_patrick_till_uganda
